(this isnt going to be update everyday because of school)
POEM 1
When I am with you, you make me smile
When I am cuddled between your arms you make me warm
When you hug me and say you love me you make me happy
When you say you’re my one true love you happen to make me blush
When you kiss me on the cheek and say im beautiful u make me love you
But when you make me catch you with another girl
You make me burst into tears.
When you let me see another girl cuddle in your arms
You make me solid frozen.
When I see you hug and tell the other girl you love her
You make me sad.
When you tell her she is your one true love
You just make me burn up for your dishonesty.
When you kiss her on the cheek and tell her that shes beautiful
You make me hate you with a passion.
And than all of a sudden you come back to me and say your sorry,
Well you can forget it because you just ended our story.
POEM 2
I don’t know what love is any more because;
You make love seem like a joke,
You make love seem like a game for a pimp.
You make love seem like its nothing.
You defintly make love seem so impossible.
The only thing you don’t make love seem like
Is something that is good.
Right after you said im done with you
You just destroyed the whole meaning of love.
Which I knew that was the only thing that I knew came from above
POEM 3
A friend is someone who just says hi to you.
A true friend is someone who says hi and continues with a conversation.
A friend is someone that you cant completely tell everything to.
A true friend is someone who you can tell your deepest darkest secret to.
A friend is someone who goes along with the group when they talk about you.
A true friend is someone who defends you when a group is talking about you.
A friend cant see anything in your eyes.
A true friend can see all the pain in your eyes.
A friend is someone who just comes and goes.
A true friend is someone who stays behind, to stay on your side.
So who are you,
A friend or a true friend?
POEM 4
suicide is not a game,
and its not a way to get fame.
You think suicide will leave everything the same
But really it will make peoples' lives go insane.
Suicide will make people feel a lot of pain,
Especially if you tell them watch my blood go down the drain.
When you say suicide,
it just makes people have tears that pour down like rain.
Suicide is a one way lane
So don’t think of it as a game.
POEM 5
life is not always fine,
the sun doesn’t always shine.
People believe that life can be a person's biggest crime
Right as soon as it’s the person's time
To say goodbye
Because they say its time for them to die.
A perfect life is not perfect,
A life is something that will always have a effect.
Let me tell you your really lucky to have a life
so dont screw it up wit a knife
POEM 6
your worst enemy
is really ur best friend
your worst enemy
is really the one you love most
your worst enemy
is realli the one you cant live witout
your worst enemy
is the one you told "i love you"
POEM 7
Take your one last day
and have a blast with your friends.
Take your one last gift
and give it to the person you cherish the most.
Take your one last dream
and finally make it come true.
Take your one shining light
and let it bring you a starry night.
Take your one last hour
and have a family dinner.
Take your one last look
and all you realize is that you where a complete failure.
Take your one last word
and say your final good-bye.
Take your one last breath
and say your final prayers.
Take your one last minute
and grab the knife to let all the blood run down.
Take your one last body
and let it drop on the floor.
Take your one last life
and tell it a good night.
POEM 8
my heart was broken
and I fell to tears.
i didn’t noe how to stop it
until i was drinkin beer.
i decided to fuck my life
and cut my wrist.
shut this fake crap
and let the blood drip.
addicted to cuttin
i lost tons of blood.
I said I achieved my goal
right when I dropped
wit a lyfe completely done.
no one knew y
until they found a note in my pcoket.
which it said
I died
cuz I wanted to be wit my one tru love
POEM 9
My heart was filled with pain
until you have finall came.
From the heavens above
they sent me one true love.
My eyes were filled with happy tears
since i am with you i have no more fears.
Now that i have you alwayz by my side,
I know my sad emotion will finally die.
I thought us two will just end with a friendship
but instead we are in a relationship
that will last
now and forever.
POEM 10
one SONG can spark a moment
one FLOWER can wake a dream
one TREE can start a forest
one BIRD can herald spring
one SMILE brings a friendship
one HANDCLASP lifts a soul
one STAR can guide a ship at sea
one WORD can frame a goal
one VOTE can change a nation
one SUNBEAM lights a room
one CANDLE wipes out darkness
one LAUGH can conquer gloom
one STEP must start each journey
one WORD must start each prayer
one HOPE will rise our spirits
one TOUCH can show youu care
one VOICE can speak with wisdom
one HEART can know what`s true
one LIFE can make a difference
its all up to you <3
POEM 11
I have this friend who sits in the park where she dwells
for a guy that she loves so well.
First he steals her heart away
but now he wants them to go there sepreate way.
She saw a girl sit in his lap
which he told things that were never told to her.
She ran all the way to my house and cried on my bed
while there were no words said.
I told her she can stay at my place
and left my room having thoughts go through my mind in a steady pace.
I come back to my room that very night
which i stared at her from left to right,
which i saw her hanging from a rope.
I ofund my switchblade and cut her down
and when i laid her on my be, a note was found:
Dig my grave; dig it deep
Dig my grave from head to feet.
And on top place a dove
remembering i have died for love.
POEM 12
u asked for me 2 be ur friend yesterday
n i said yes ill be ur friend always starting today.
we seem to be getting along
esp. when we both were writing songs.
i never tend
for u 2 be my best friend,
but i guess i was wong
because are friendship is very strong.
now i wont be able to see a day
when i noe u r away,
because u r my friend tat gives me happi tears
since i noe u r arund i will not hav ny more fears.
when we met i told u my name is mary chris
and now after several months u have become my sis.
i dnt noe wat i wuld do witout u,
mayb ill just end up having the flu.
well i just wanted to say thank you
and no matter wat sis i will alwayz love you.
POEM 13
I'm standing in the rain
with a heart filled with pain.
There is no more sun
but only me holding a gun
telling me i am done.
All my thoughts are coming out in a siletn hush
throughout my mind, my words did rush.
Now the tears are rolling down my cheek
which they just how my mind sets weak.
Finally the rain has faded away
and now i think its time to go my seperate way.
I should pray to god my final time
right after i commit my final crime.
I disregard that i exist,
now i leave the world like this.
I accept all we call death
just gasping for my final breath.
I dont know why i fear this bright warm sun
but here i go to my temple goes the gun.
POEM 14
Will you just stop telling me you love me
when really you never dare to care.
Can you just stop talking to me about these feelings
that really arent there.
Please do not even try to kiss me
if your gonna break my heart.
Never tell me something when your looking me in the eye
if all your going to tell me is a lie.
Do not tell me i'm ur one and only
if you dream more than me.
Just dont lock up my heart
if at all you dont have the key.
And please dont say hello
if your just gonna say good bye
POEM 15
I have this best friend
who is always and forever.
It's been good
the best friendship ever,
never end now and forever.
But right now
I dont know
if she even dared
to care
about me.
It seems like to her
that i dont even exist
in any world like this.
I pretend in front of her
that are friendship is very strong
even thoguh i knew i was wrong.
every second that went by,
are friendship seem to slowly die.
You seem to know me very well
but for you, i cant even spell
Hopefully are friendship does not get better
instead it gets bitter.
Because you are my best friend
now and forever
POEM 16
you never knew hom much i missed you.
you never noticed how much i wanted to be with u.
you never listined to how many times i said i love u.
you never talked back when i aske how are u.
but...
the only thing you knew was u missed me.
the only thing you noticed was the note in my pocket.
the only thing you listined to was the silent words on the note saying i love u.
the only thing you talked back to was my dead body.
finally u realized i did it for you to just notice i truly did love you.
POEM 17
the silent tears rolling down my cheek
told me i knew,
without you i would be terribly weak.
you left me a month ago
just to be with a girl
you didnt really know.
than 2 months later
you came back
saying you made a mistake
that you will never regret.
when i heard these words
i bust into tears.
finally i said
fuck you,
when you left,
you messed up my life
and left me nothing but a knife.
he said sorry and never would do that again.
i said to him.
this is my sorry
for you to watch my pain
rush down the drain.
this is what we call
your way of love
destroyed my way of life.
POEM 18
my life was so complete.
i had someone special
that no one can ever beat.
than one day you left me.
my life started to fall apart,
because without you
i really didnt have a heart.
you were the only thing that kept my hear up.
you were the only thing that made me happy.
i cant live without you.
you not right by my side
makes me feel like nothing.
you not right by my side
makes me want to die.
POEM 19
without u
i cry.
without u
i fear everything.
without u
i cant trust anybody.
without u
im nothing.
without u
i cry my heart out.
without i
im dead.
POEM 20
i dont want to lose you.
your my angel from up above.
your the only thing i would ever love.
without you,
i feel like im in hell.
your the only thing that makes heaven exist.
your the only thing that makes me exist.
you make my life so complete,
and thats why i cant lose you in a single heart beat.
POEM 21
as time goes by,
every second without you,
im slowly starting to die.
pain is running down my heart,
tears are runnin down my cheek
and my life is slowly falling apart
through every heart beat.
i miss you terribly
and if u havent noticed
theres not a chance in hell
of me having a perfect life
without you right by my side.
POEM 22
life is truly impossible.
if u havent noticed
nothing has ever gone right
ever since you left me that night.
since you left
i have lost all meaning of love.
i have lost all meaning of life.
the only thing i havent lost
was something called a knife.
i made a promise to you
saying i wont kill myself cuz i rather be dead
than not with someone who makes my life so perfect.
so this is all your choice:
"our love
or
my life"
POEM 23
this is my court,
this is my time.
u dnt need to hate,
u just need to learn how to wait.
im the official baller
so dont talk back to me
unless u need to holla.
dnt make me break ur ankles.
wait,
excuse me,
i meant ur cankles.
all u doin
is makin yourself stupid
by tryin so hard to show off
wit ur lame skolls
that r nothin but a fakers deal.
im tired of dealin wit posers,
so just back off
and go somewhere.
if you dnt mind,
just leave rite now
cuz this is the place where only the stars will shine.
POEM 24
u think the way u live is ok.
u think posin will save u the day.
u think we dnt see tat ur runnin.
betta call ur homies cuz we're comin.
cant be me im a rockstar.
im rhymin on top of a cop car.
im a rebel
and my .44 pops far.
u dnt suceed cuz u hesitate.
u think we're fly
but we levitate.
just be ur self.
go ahead and ask me y.
cuz if u dnt we'll make u CRY.
POEM 25
just being me
is all i want people to see.
making my dreams
just lik other people did in magazines.
let me get away,
so i can make my life better
and finally have a say.
but it all seemed impossible.
everything i did,
i lived in fear,
i was trying hard not to shred a tear.
the life i lead is slowly falling apart
but i dont want to live with a broken heart.
all the pain i feel i just to real
and nobody will figure out how i feel.
yall say its no big deal
and find it funny to mock me.
why cant yall just let me be?
cuz when im long gone,
will you actually look back and see
that you tore my heart apart
and scared me from the start.
POEM 26
my memory is lost,
my life is forgotten.
my heart is broken,
my soul is unspoken.
my wish is not made,
my life is in pain.
my heart is in tears
while my soul has fears.
dont run,
just grab a gun
finish it off
and just be done.
no one will recognize
just like they wont realize
the pain they gave you
when they said they hated you.
POEM 27
I noe a lot of ppl dnt like me
but they too scared to fight me.
imma be smart
n take the advantage to beat u.
ur tru colors dnt show
now tat I see u.
girl u commin out a line
n u runnin out of time.
u tryin to be all dat
when really u just anotha rat.
u told ur homies to help u out,
shyt u got nothin but a big mouth.
see what im sayin is more than just rhymes.
i dnt noe what u would do to keep your respect
but i wuld die for mine
POEM 28
basketball is the soul of my life.
i would practice from day to night.
there is not one person who will stop me
from becoming who i want to be.
i would play with everything i got
and be ready to shoot my shot.
if i lose, i know i got to work harder.
physically n mentally
i got to get smarter.
i will do whatever it takes to become who i want to be
and there is no one who will stop me.
POEM 29( poem for nate)
i told you i love you.
you never really believed me.
you kept thinking i was lieing to you
as if i wanted something from you.
yeah i want something from you
which is your love.
yet you still didnt believe me.
when i got home
i was thinking what i can do
to show you
everything i said was true.
i told you my idea
and you said nope still wouldnt believe ya.
knowing the fact there was nothing
that i can do to make you believe me.
i decided if i cant have you
than life cant have me.
i went in my room,
wrote a note,
and put it in my pocket.
i went to my dresser,
grabbed a gun,
held my breath
and left nothin but blood.
you started calling my house
and no one answer.
you came over,
rang the doorbell,
but no one answer.
you saw my light on
and started yelling my name,
but still no one answer.
you found out my front door was open
so you decided to just come in,
but you still coulnt fine me.
finally you walked into my room,
saw me laying on the floor
and nothing more.
a gun in one hand,
a note in another.
u read the note
and all it says is
you never believed i love you
so to prove it to you
i died just because i love you.
if i couldnt have you,
life couldnt have me.
POEM 30
i promise i will be right by you through everything.
i promise i will be your friend always.
i promise i will love you no matter.
i promise i will never be against you no matter what.
i promise i wont let drama break us apart.
i promise i wont let a lie tear us down.
i promise i wont let anybody hurt you.
i promise i wont let you down.
i promise i wont let you face this world alone.
but i cant promise you i will never commit be dead
POEM 31
day by day
for years to come.
i fear the day
my life will be gone.
i love my life.
i got everything i need.
i have my true love
which angles has sent from up above.
my true love is there for me
through good and bad
so i will always stay happy
and never be sad.
thats why i fear the day
my life will be gone.
day by day
for years to come.
POEM 32
a life with a untold dream
filled with so much sorrow.
pain is all you feel
and no one knows that.
you make a fake smile
just to pretend your happy.
know one can see through you
and tell all the pain you feel.
people see you perfectly happy
even though you know
your perfectly depressed.
night after night
you have nightmares.
the same dream over and over.
your feeling more pain constantly.
they same pain you feel through out the day.
in a sad way,
the dream you have over and over
is the dream
when you lost your father.
POEM 33
we promised each other
that we wont become certain people.
we played with each other.
as life pushes on,
we all started to change.
i just remembered the promise
we said to each other.
i guess that promise
wasnt worth keeping
because i guess at the very end
people become the people
they promise they'd never be.
POEM 34
we've been best friends forever.
nothing was ever gonna change it.
whatever happens
we believed was what we deserve.
we went through everything together.
through good and bad,
through heaven and hell,
through excitment and tears.
but i guess when we meant best friends forever,
we meant
your gun at my head,
my life soon about to be dead.
POEM 35
when we were going out.
things seemed so perfect.
but i guess some type of mistake came in our way
because now we decide to break up
n go are seperate way.
i couldnt stop thinking about you.
you were always on my mind.
ive always liked you
since we have been going out.
yea we broke up
but that was just a big mistake.
i love you and i still want to go back out with you.
im just scared to go to you
and ask you out.
your the man i want to be with you
but i dont want to be rejected by you.
if i ask you out
i want to hear a yes
not no.
only if you knew how much i love you,
and how much we were really meant to be.
i want to go out with you
but im just to scared to ask.
i want to live a perfect life
but i want to live it with you,
my perfect man.
POEM 36
we broke up
and that was a huge mistake.
your the only thing that makes my day.
you help me solve my problems,
and your the only one who doesnt make my day gray.
i want to go back out with,
i just dont know how to ask you.
im scared of rejection,
and im scared that you will hate me.
im scared of all the bad things
that might happen.
i want to hear a yes from you.
i love you so much
there is not a chance
that my life will be perfect
unless i am with you.
only if you knew
how i feel about you.
i want us two to go back out
im just to scared to ask.
POEM 37(tis poem goes to ppl who hav hard time with life)
a lust of love,
a heart filled with dream,
a life filled with pain,
and a brain all filled with frustrations.
we make accusations to get are selves out of situation.
to let us stay away from things we fear.
even though
none of us realize
that the only reason we make accusations
is cuz the only thing we fear
is us.
we're scared to show who we are
and who we are meant to be.
we are scared society wont except us for us
and all they would do
is leave us in the dark
all alone and forgotten.
the only thing we fear is us.
we fear the truth.
even though we really know the truth
its just that we decide to try and forget about it.
we're scared that the truth will lead us the wrong ways
so we decide to leave it in the back of our head.
no matter what the truth is always there.
no matter how much we fear the truth,
the truth is the only thing that will show us,
who we really are.
people are scared of what people think,
scared of what society will put them through.
people are scared of the truth
and scared of what the truth will do.
no matter how much fear you have,
your the only one who can make a diffrence.
stop being scared.
stop trying to hide things from yourself.
start being you,
start saying the truth,
start realizing the truth
and just start making the world better.
POEM 38
no one knows
and no one cares
about the pain you feel inside.
you use the best lie you got.
a fake smile
just to pretend your ok.
but no matter what,
no one knows
cuz no one cares.
POEM 39
nothing is left.
your sitting in a corner
all alone watchin life go by.
you use to have friends,
you use to have everything
until someone believed a lie.
people heard things from other people
that were rumore about you.
they believed the rumor
instead of tryin to get your side of the story.
you lost your best friend
because she heard a lie
and decided to listin to it
instead of tryin to listin to your story.
everybody just wants to hear one story.
they assume thats the truth
which its not.
which this rumor
caused you
your life
that is now filled with depression.
POEM 40
we will make it through together.
no matter what.
there is nothing that will break us apart.
our love is so storng
that it is unbreakable.
no lie can break it.
no mistake can break it.
we will do things together.
go through good and bad.
go through hugs and tears.
no matter what
we will make it through together.
POEM 41
your confused about everything.
you dont know what is wrong with you.
you look around sitting in a chair all alone.
wishing you could be with your best friend.
the only problem is
you dont know if they still like you.
you havent seen each other for awhile,
and you start thinking your slowly fading away.
your thinking that everything you have done for them
has being forgotten.
you think they have forgotten you.
you think they have decided to leave you in the dust.
you just wish you knew for sure.
POEM 42
so i have this one friend
she is so so awesome.
im glad she is in my life.
without her i wouldnt know what i would do.
yea i have messed up several times
but no matter i will love her.
i will always be there for her and thats a fact.
yea im not the greatest
but she is one of the greatest in the world.
sometimes just give the person a chance
and than you would know you have a great friend.
because right now one is by me
n always will be.
POEM 43
things doesnt seem anything like normal.
everything is always fucked up.
theres nothing but bullshit,
theres nothing but fake identities.
everything is filled with lies.
no more honesty
no more loyalty.
im tired of living in this crap
so its time to just pull it
and say im out
POEM 44
maybe things will be noticable
the day they actually care.
everyone forgets you
unless they really need you.
people make you a back-up friend
instead of a true friend.
you really do notice what these people do to you
but no matter what you know your not gonna say anything.
you always want everybody happy
even though your the one that is miserable.
you rather be in miseray
than being happy.
you do everything
to make people happy.
you would risk the most important thing in your life
to make them happy.
but there is always someone out there
who does think of you.
and what make them happy
is you just being there and showing that you are happy
POEM 45
no matter what
i love with my heart.
no matter what
i love you with my soul.
no matter what
i love you over anything in the world.
no matter what
i was just another back up friend to you.
POEM 46
lost in a world unknown.
given a life yet not unfold.
caring for people who you dont really know
trying to figure out where you belong.
figuring things out
u finally realize
that where you are right now
is the number one place
where you belong.
POEM 47
dont give up on the thing that means the most to u.
dont give up on the things that you really wouldnt let go.
dont give up on a dream u wish to make true.
dont give up on the person u love most.
no matter what
just dont give up.
cuz sooner or later
the things u didnt give up on
is the things u will realize
r wat will be wit u the rest of ur lyfe.
POEM 48
breakin through tragedy.
living a life with bad memories.
trying to live a dream that was a big fantasy.
you want to stop living,
you want to stop with the tragedy
even though you have to notice
that there is always something in your way.
in your life there is always one good memory.
POEM 49
your sitting in a corner
watching the day go by.
you see this guy
and your heart is pumping amazingly fast.
you like this guy
but you think he doesnt like you back.
even more as you think
you like this guy
but does he even know that you exist.
your just sitting there wandering.
you love him
but you say you will never get him.
you love him with all your heart
but believe that you dont exist.
lost in a world,
wandering what to do.
you just sit in a corner
watching the day go by.
POEM 50
everytime i hear that your dead
i always want to put a gun to my head.
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to see
i dont know what to hear
i dont know what to fear
because everytime you where here
i found out what i did not fear.
whenever i was down
you always found
a way to cheer me up.
but when i found out you passed away
i couldnt shed tears
because i had too much anger too lose my tears.
i miss you but i want to thank the lord
for letting me be with you
because no matter what
we'll be together all over again.
POEM 51
another cycle of depression
that goes on and on and on.
your just a kid at school
sitting in a corner
watching other kids have fun
in the class.
than one day someone finally talks to you,
but it wasnt what you expected.
they asked you if you can help them.
they complained about their best friend
and all you do is try to make it look positive
and tell them your still best friends
just some little issues.
than you talk to that best friend
and say the same thing.
later on another day
you see the two best friends having fun
which meant there problems where fixed.
you thought you made friends doing what you did
but instead they just through back in the dark
all alone and forgotten until another person comes up to you
with another issue needing you to solve.
its all just another cycle of depression.
POEM 52
another life gone
another soul floating away
another person crying
another one depressed
another accident
another suicide
another murder
another 3rd degree
another drug created
another family broken
another fight
another warfare
its all just another TRAGEDY
POEM 53
your my life
your my heart
your my soul
your my brain
your my mind
your opposite from my gun
your opposite from my switchblade
your opposite from my butterfiles
your opposite from my parents murder
so i guess
your pretty much my everything
but a weapon
POEM 54
another dark night
all alone
no one knows
no one cares
any second now life is over
you got a gun in your hand
your on a bridge
no one knows
no one cares
you look around
dont see a thing
wait another 10 minutes to see if anyone comes
no one knows
no one cares
you start crying
you put the gun to your head
close your eyes
try to hear voices
you hear
no one knows
no one cares
you listen to your consience
and BAM your dead
no one knows
but truth is
everyone cares
POEM 55
Hearts lost
in a world of tears.
Four beautiful months
spend with a great guy
all gone and disappeared.
i'm still in love with this guy
he means so much to me.
i love him
but he lives too far away
from me.
But than again another guy
comes into the picture.
we talk and talk
and soon enough start getting closer to each other.
tensions are rising and i like this guy alot.
the only problem is
were both scared to share our feelings
only because weve both been hurt in the past
just because of love.
Waiting for that one day to come
for love to be brought together
into pieces again
POEM 56
Sad and filled with tears,
four months all over
just cuz i decided to break up with him.
i dont know what i do now
i still love him
he just happens to live far away from me.
sooner or later i meet another guy.
i start liking him
the only issue is
we both have the same feelings for each other
just too scared to show them
only because we dont want love
to hurt us again.
maybe one day
we wont be scared to show our feelings to each other
POEM 57
things were going good
until the part when you lose someone
your hearts broken
nothing seems the same
you cant stop it
all you can stop if yourself from dying.
they said they dont want to be friends
you said alright not knowing what to say
all you say is
"no matter what
im right be your side all the way
even if im not the friend your lookin for
anymore"
POEM 58
if i could take anything back
i would take all the things that i did to hurt you.
if i could take anything away
i would take all the pain that is in your heart.
its suicide to tell you i hate you
because i love you
your the one i need
the one i love
the one i cant live without
the one that i could never dare to hurt
but your the one who killed me
POEM 59
what else is there to say
im your friend but i dont think your mine
we have good memories
but it seems all washed away.
you said i change,
said im diffrent,
said i always say how much better i am
well honestly i dont know what i said
to say im better
but yeah i change
i change to attempt to be a better person for you
a better person
that cant hurt anymore people
as is.
yeah ive change but it was for you.
im never better than you
im always worst
but you just cant see that
id do anything to be your friend again
POEM 60
im not just going to sit and watch
im not just going to watch you walk away
this isnt good bye
and it never will be
i might not be that friend to you anymore
but your that friend to me.
i do anything to get our friendship back.
im not better than you and never will be.
never said i was.
im not going to let memories fade away
im not going to let this end
even if its the last thing i do
its to get our friendship back together.
im not going to let you end this friendship
im not going to let this end
... i cant stop choices
or make changes.
but as for now
mixed emotions are in the way
and the truth is
no matter how things are between us
im staying by your side always
and if anything
thats not going to change
POEM 61
you decided to end this friendship
not me.
you decided to stop all those memories
not me.
we have are issues
all i wanted to do was work it out
but you just wanted the issues to stay
and end it all with a simple "were done as friends".
yeah whatever
you can have it over
my guess what i dont think its over
theres this promise i made to
dont expect me to break it.
as i first met you you were my friend
and than i said your part of my family.
understand one reason i said that,
you need to get that friends seperate
but family stay together.
you apart of my family
dont think imma let you go that easily
cuz the promise i said
" no matter what
ill be right be your side
through ups and down
through love and hate"
POEM 62
screw what the rest says
it dont matter
they dont know you
and they cant stop you.
your you and not them
they got no control
so fuck what they say
live your damn life
and live it as the best.
dont make simple fuckin words stop you,
dont make hate kill you,
just carry on
and live the damn life.
be happy you got one
cuz GoD gave you the gift
and now use the gift he gave wisely.
dont be a fucker and destroy his gift.
i bet he dont want you to destroy it
i bet you dont want you to let someone stop it
live it and get going with life.
POEM 62
man to many people hatin
to many people trippin
shit i need to be on top of this
and not follow the haters.
they jealous
cuz i know how to get through life
cuz i know who i am and i embrace that fact.
i live the life how i need to live it
not like a suicidal fucker does.
POEM 63
trust me ill be your armour
ill protect you
through all the bull shit
through all the haters
through all the bullets
and through all the pain.
ill make sure your heart aint hurt
ill make sure your safe
ill make sure your family and friends are there
cuz im not going to let you have the same feelings
as i did when all i had to go through
was bullshit
was haters
was the fuckin bullets
and when i had to deal with pain.
i got no one there
to make sure my heart aint hurt
make sure im safe
make sire my family and friends where there
because i got nothing and went through everything on my own
well your not
you always will have someone
right by your side
POEM 64
things can seem down.
life can seem wrong.
doesnt mean you have to give up hope.
doesnt mean you have to lose heart.
keep striving
and be the best you can be.
at the end youll be succesfull
and at the end
things might just be the best for you.
POEM 65
how bad of a crime can you did other than this
the crime isnt that you stole her heart
its that you broke it
the crime isnt that you were never there
its that you promise you would always be there
the crime isnt that you commited suicide
its that you took the person she loved the most away
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